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June 25th, 2009
03:44 pm - BLOG moved.
Decided to change blog again.
Ask me if you wanne noe.
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June 22nd, 2009
04:27 pm - slow down.
1) Officially left 1 week of holis.
2) i am seriously sick now.
3) damn the throat infection.
4) coughing like mad women now.
5) my throat frigging hurts
6) I hate to study
7) CT is coming and i just started reading,
8) I dun have the mood of mugging
9) I am tired after 4 days of work
10) I need plenty of sleep
11) I am just doing blog hop now.
12) I need motivation.
13) I dun wan to flunk my papers.
14) I am so bored but studying make me more bored.
15) off i go.
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June 6th, 2009
11:16 pm - breathe.
hold on, breathe.
stay clam and smile the way you are.
I am lost.
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June 4th, 2009
04:53 pm - Hectic Weekk....
Rant rant rant.
Whine Whine Whine.
I can't believe i survive so far.
Lacking of rest. deprived for sleep.
Everything in my life is screwed?
Seriously, I dunno since when the feeling come.
I dun really like to go school nowadays.
I just feel like skipping here and there.
Maybe those who wan to know can come and ask me?
Back to topic, Marketing is giving me a hell.
Why do I say so?
Cause i seriously dunno where to start.
I am in a lost.
Why do we have to study all this shit? HAHA!
Finally it is thurs.
Didn't go to play today.
Wanted to go actually but yep. I have sch tml at 8am plus i know i have alr lack of sleep plus blah blah blah.
Final decision = no going.
Wanted to support KYTE!
But sorry! all the best((:
It has been a long long time since i last saw kyte!
Hope she is alright.. she should be busying with her CT.
Oh ya.. CT timetable is not out.
I need to apply Study break for work.
ROAR!
Seriously, I can feel the stress accumilating.
This is really bad.
Stress more = more white hair = more colouring = more money spend = more work = lack of sleep = more sick.
OMG. what a nice link?
Dun you all agree?
Sigh...
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June 2nd, 2009
09:22 pm - Cui..
Finally Hbd test was over.
Didnt really sleep at all.
I was feeling so cui for the whole day.
School is really killing me slowly/ torturing me.
Woke up at 5.45 to prepare for school.
I looked into the mirror and saw my beautiful dark circles and sigh.
Off i went to prepare for school.
Poor little me.. lack of sleep.
After preparing, i had cereal for breakfast plus coffee.
Den off to school...
Was mugging all the way but eyes feels like closing.
Reached school. Took the bloody test.
When i open the paper, WOW! it is so tough.. HAHA
I just wan a pass after handing up the paper
DENG! after paper, MBT lecture.. only had a short lecture and off to eat again.
Chicken rice for lunch along with green tea, cocktail, plus sundae and plus sweet.
After so... LECTURE!
Slept throughout the lecture cause this girl is feeling too CUI!
too worn out thus i slept throughout!
Practical later..
Due to the smell in the agar, I had terrible migraine.
Seriously, the smell of the bacteria in agar is like so freaking smelly.
My lab coat is like so nice smell compare with it..
I love the smell of mine! LOL..
Now, I am home alr but yet unable to sleep
CAUSE the whole class including me is rushing report again.
ABC report.....
lucky school start at 10am tml & this lil princess can sleep till 8am(:
off i go... love<333
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June 1st, 2009
09:18 pm - HBD-ing
Currently mugging Hbd..
BUT i am losing the attention alr.
But yeah... I dun like test=(
Sigh......
no 1 likes it too.
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May 18th, 2009
08:54 pm - Sick.
Recently, I just recovered from sick & now i am falling sick again. HAHA!
There is nothing much i can blog about school.
I just feel i was screw up.
Its like hard to rant it out.
I have no choice just to pressure every single shit in.
Am i reallly stupid or naive? or should say am i trying to act stupid?
Seriously, It is totally different from the way it should be.
I am trying to aceppt adapt to it.
Bet those who is currently reading my blog do not have any clue what am i typing about.
Well, should say I expected this would happen?
Sigh...
Seriously, I think I am stupid.
enough of it.
Take one step at a time.
The flu i have now is bad. :(
sneeze sneeze sneeze.
& I am feeling hungry :(
no dinner to eat.
It's alright. take it that i am on diet.
Think mummy is cooking dumpling tml for breakfast.
How many freaking calories is in it.
Gonna be fat in the morning.
Shall try to wake up early tml to eat the dumpling before school.
BUT school is damn early tml.
8am! So early! :(
Sigh..
Next week will be a slack week.
Cause I have not school on mon. As it is e-learning day.
REST REST REST SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP
I wan my 12 hour sleep.
& i sneeze again.
Feeling so shit now.
Damn the flu bug.
Current Mood:  depressed
Current Music: SS501 - because i am stupid
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May 13th, 2009
10:18 pm - Ranting=(
just gotten a bad scolding/nagging from my dad.
Seriously, I have grown up. I know what am i doing.
sigh...
Dad always has a square brain.
like really. Mum also has it.
Both of them came nagging at me.. 1 sentence another.
Seriously, I dun like this family.
lucky no vulgarities out from their mouth.
IF not... i dunno wad to do..
I wan a better parents.
A understanding parents.
A parents that i can talk to.
hmmm, mayb my dad is suffering from menopause.
HAHA!
As usual nagging was always the same.
But this time is alot times longer....
I wan things my way but it seems hard to be like my way,
Tml Sure will be home late. & i have another nagging to go through.
Guess i have to choose studies = good child
if not work= more nagging.
no both of it alr...=( they seems to be blasting out at me.. ROAR!
pei ying is SAD! wonder how m i suppose to tell my parents that i will be going headquarters!
#$#%^$&^%*&^*%^%&%$
Because i am stupid
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: lonely
Current Music: SS501 - because i am stupid
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April 28th, 2009
09:47 pm - continu-ed
& YES! my birthday is coming..
18th birthday which means i can get in to club!
HAHA,,,, see you all at club.....
wonder will i have a happy birthday this year.
Last year was bad & so are the rest before.
:((
Current Music: yesterday
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09:25 pm - ((:
School has started for a week plus.
Report start coming in.
Assignment too.
Yep... School was alright((: I hope so.?
Seriously i do not know wad is happening around.
Somehow i feel so lost.
but yep.. I am trying to get used to the surrounding alr.
Anyway, school is starting at 12 tml.
HAPPY cause i get to sleep(:
Seriously, Since i started working and schooling at the same time. I realised that sleep is very important.
Imagine ur life is repeated?
like mon to fri study? Fri after school rush to work till 2am plus & sat is work again & sun too.
Trying to squeeze out ur time for school work? assignment. sacrificing all your sleep to finish that particular things?
& work is not easy for me. The stress sometimes u face and also the stress u face from studies is able to make u go screaming/crazy.
After a talk with anqi, She requested 4 shift from me? from 2 shift to 3 shift & now 4 shift..
hmmm... gonna work on mon wed fri & sat. When can be my free time?
I still wan join sport cause I feel better when i have sport to vent out all my frustration.
If i gonna work on mon, it will be closing & school started at 8am.
HAHA! home at 1am & wake up at 5.45/5.50? the worse part is sch end at 6am:(
oh my tian.. i dun mind wed actually cause sch end at 3pm n start at 11am on thurs. It's alright for me. I can tahan the tiredness and so on. I believe. believe in myself.
I have no choice but to scarifice my weekends for work.
Hopefully, i can go through all these but it seems not easy for me. As you know. I fall sick easily. Overworked before & dangs.
I can predict that sooner or later. But still wad can i do?
& recently i kept eating nonstop.
kinda put on weight. Shall control on my diet.
I must not snack alr. Now it it bad for me.
& yep.. Guess wad i did today?
I feel fat & i start climbing up the stairs till 11th floor(:
I did that during sec 3 till 4. & stop when my weight reach 45kg?
maybe i should do it till it lose down.
That's all(:
cheers...
Current Mood:  artistic
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